a lot of the time I feel like a failure fandom wise like mostly because I feel like if I’m not influencing anything or hitting it big with something then whats the point of me contributing??? but if i had read someone say the same thing I would have told them ” every small thing is important. it creates the fandom circle !” and i truly do believe that!
it leaves a lot to be fulfilled and a lot to strive for. but when i don’t achieve it fast enough it’s as if everything I had done and been doing becomes pointless. i guess the main question SHOULD be : why do i want to be seen as so important in a fleeting interest like fandom A or B ,etc?